Abortion

Caged inside these four walls of the
hospital
Making love may not have been a
mistake
Continuation of our legacy was this
phase
'Its a girl' they said

The excitement was there
The chance of entering a new world
for me
Evolving myself to become a perfect
baby in nine months
I am gonna be the new member of
the family

The excitement changed into
sadness when they said 'girl'
How could anything go wrong
Wanted a male to be my child
How could God show no mercy to
this miserable child?

Saddened by the deep thoughts of
the mother
I am never gonna be loved if I came
out
I can't cry, I can't shout
Why a Son, mother, why not a girl?

The family were furious at the
mother
She wanted a child
But the family wanted a son
The only thing left was abortion

Mom, show pity on me
The child who can still become a
son for you
Ignore their choices and orders
You want me, I know, don't kill me

I have no choice but to abort
I may be called a murder
I may be never forgiven
I am sorry, child, I am sorry

A small hope I saw to see a new
beautiful world
But the cruelity shadowed my hope
The sins they committed
Made me believe I am not capable
to go there

Small part of me died when I
decided to let you go
I might not like it
Stuck inside the chains of rules of
this society
I ask for forgiveness,my child
That's their final decision, not mine

Mother, you are too weak
I might not even get to thank you
You showed me a hope
I see darkness again and no light
from here

The doctors came and took me to
another room
I screamed, I cried
I was bounded by the thoughts of
staring eyes of the family
Goodbye love, I am officially a
sinner

The black hole again appeared
inside the womb
The blood made it colorful but it
was not for good
Waving a good bye that is all I
could
Its officially the end of my short
and sweet life!!