Who Is To Be Blamed??

Those eyes seek me. You look exhausted, the swollen face with those sweats sliding through your forehead forces others to notice those dark circles right under your eyes. You have been crying your eyes out. The eyes are red and can't be expressed in words. I can feel your pain but the hands are tied. I can't help you but watch you cry for someone else. The state you are in can't be changed. You look like miserable and even the alcohol can't help you. You are dreaded inside your memories like a prisoner. You are killing yourself from inside. You need a warm hug from certain someone but the next to impossible thing is just like walking on moon. Time drifts away with sufferings but how can sufferings be sufferings if you don't face it? 

Life gives you opportunities to seize it, it's you who has to make the right choice, and it was you who didn't. Who is to be blamed? The time, the situation or you and your unstable heart and mind? The truths must be out like it's been hidden deep inside your heart. The tears and all the depression shits are not gonna change anything. Love, heartbreaks comes with a greater opportunity and a wrong step is trying to help you in some other right step. Losing hope and giving up and just pleading for forgiveness is just a waste of our numbered days. 

The person smiling somewhere from above has already started the countdown, one wrong move will always gonna give you a second chance but are you worth it? Do you deserve it? Its like the universe is trying to bury you with problems, in your mind, you may think like that but we all know with the great pain we become stronger , wiser and more responsible. Still, who is to be blamed? It's you, only you. You were the one to take the decision and suffer. You have to bear the arising consequences. You are the one to go through pains and update your version. As people say, time heals everything and to enter the newest phase, and to end the last last chapter and turn to a new page, you need a scenario. You got one, just don't waste your precious tears in sadness, it becomes more precious when you utilize in the time of joy and happiness. Yes, the life, be thankful, enjoy the gift from nature, not am oral but we gotta live somehow. You are to b e blamed for the scenarios you have created and your unstable mind is to be blamed specially.

You...

YOU!!