The Lie Behind the Truth - III

"Black T shirt, Blue Pullover and Blue Jeans, You still haven't changed, It was a pleasure watching you. I wanted to reply sooner but I thought you would come back searching for me. I made you wait for like two hours. I am sorry. "
The text from her made me confused whether I should fire myself with anger or I should laugh and be happy.

The simplicity I needed to handle the situation was lacking. I didn't know what to do so I decided to reply-
"Why didn't you meet me in person?"

I waited for a reply. I began to think about many scenarios about she would reply or not or what would she reply?

The longer you think, you would end up getting mad and you begin to over react on mom's every actions.

Finally after thinking for three minutes and twenty seconds (I felt like I got lost for three hours but it was just three minutes) the phone again notify me with two beeps.

"I couldn't meet you, I wanted to but was confused but I think I took the right decision. Now our scheduled meeting is over, please for our lives please ignore me and completely avoid my existence. I hope you'll understand."

The message struck me.directly to my heart. It gave me no pains but I was not expecting this. My heart started throbbing faster. I thought it would result in a heart attack.

I smiled, thought for while and replied-
"So, after this meeting, can you ignore me? Can you avoid my existence in this world?"

 I thought I defended our friendship but I regretted sending that message as soon as I send it.

I lost something I had lost my right to bring her back. I couldn't force her, I couldn't argue. I could just wait for the destiny to decide to bring changes in my life.

I then added my reply-
"Its your life. I won't interfare from now on. I can't do anything to ruin your life again. I am sorry for everything."

The reply ended that day's conversation. I could only think about her first text all the time. She came to meet me. Watch me to be clear. The happiness was flowing through my veins.

There were complications in life but I was happy for real reasons after so long in my life.

The heart was okay and beating at a normal rate. I thought of letting her memories go but something inside didn't gave me the permission.